Episode 4 Confessional

[Mikecrossword]

The game has begun. After talking with Lohan last night, I realized that she has no interest in my wellbeing. Rather, she is looking out for John. I talked to MLP this morning and we realized that even though Lohan says she doesn't trust John, her persistence that he at least stay around until merge speaks much louder. MLP says she knows John is talking to the other tribe so we're making the power move (along with new ally Alex and his amingo Jeff) to vote out John. With 4 strong (and hopefully Lohan), we're still in a good spot to make it far. It's hard to believe we're going to be almost halfway through the game after tonight. Only hope I make it past this TC.

[Mikecrossword]

Mary Louise Parker 1:02 pm
hey will
Will Smith 1:02 pm
Hey
Mary Louise Parker 1:02 pm
whats the word on the street?
Will Smith 1:02 pm
So... Lohan wants to kill me.
There is no way she's voting John.
Mary Louise Parker 1:02 pm
then he needs to go
we can still get him out on three votes
Will Smith 1:03 pm
I got a PM from John at 4:30 this morning saying that you and him and LL were voting Jeff
Mary Louise Parker 1:03 pm
thats what i told him
i still plan on voting john
Will Smith 1:03 pm
Lohan is not going to like this...
But I agree that John needs to go.
Mary Louise Parker 1:03 pm
think adam is good for his word to vote john?
Will Smith 1:04 pm
Yes.
Adam is adament about John.
He wants either him or Lohan out.
Will Smith 1:04 pm
For sure.
Mary Louise Parker 1:04 pm
ok good
Will Smith 1:04 pm
I'm told through Adam that Jeff is game as well, but I'm not sure.
I haven't talked to him directly.
But we'll still have our 3.
Mary Louise Parker 1:05 pm
i just sent a message to jeff that i'm voting john
Will Smith 1:05 pm
ok
Jeff shouldn't be a problem because it's him and John getting votes.
Mary Louise Parker 1:06 pm
i think its the best move especially since merge is after this vote
Will Smith 1:06 pm
I agree.
Will Smith 1:06 pm
I just really want Lohan's hidden immunity on my side of the voting.
So I hope she doesn't get too upset.
I don't get her logic at all though.
Mary Louise Parker 1:06 pm
if lindsay has been insisting for two rounds that she won't vote john, i can't trust that she'd ever vote for him in the future
Will Smith 1:07 pm
So you think the whole them not getting along thing is a ruse?
Mary Louise Parker 1:07 pm
possibly
Will Smith 1:07 pm
So what do we tell LL when we inevitably see her tonight?
We have to be honest with her.
Mary Louise Parker 1:08 pm
that he approached us about voting for her instead?
Will Smith 1:08 pm
It's worth a shot.
Will Smith 1:08 pm
She knows we've been talking about voting him out all along so I'm not sure if she'll buy it.
Mary Louise Parker 1:08 pm
or we can just say that her name came up from adam and jeff
and to keep the vote off her, we had to go with the other person they wanted
Will Smith 1:08 pm
I've already told her as much.
That's the angle I went with yesterday and she freaked out.
Mary Louise Parker 1:09 pm
its probably a better angle to go with
Will Smith 1:09 pm
Yeah.
Stick to the line of doing what's best for the 3 of us.
because then we can act naive.
Thinking more about it, I definitely think she's in cahoots with John.
because whenever we bring anything up, it's always: let's get him to merge. He deserves merge.
Will Smith 1:10 pm
Something's gonna happen at merge.
Mary Louise Parker 1:10 pm
personally i worry about him having more options come merge
i know he and tomas had been cross tribal talking
tomas had been asking him about results before challenges were over
Will Smith 1:11 pm
However, if we don't trust either of them, who scares you more post-merge.
Mary Louise Parker 1:11 pm
john
Will Smith 1:11 pm
The guy with the tie-losing or the girl with the hidden immunity
Mary Louise Parker 1:12 pm
i think we can cover the idol option even if she stays
Will Smith 1:12 pm
I think we need to hitch our horses more strongly to Adam and Jeff.
Mary Louise Parker 1:12 pm
all we have to do is throw our two votes
Will Smith 1:12 pm
Yeah, we can vote out the idol down the road.
Good point.
Voting with Adam this round should help a lot.
and since LL and John want to vote Jeff, I think it's safe to assume he's not with them.
Mary Louise Parker 1:12 pm
i don't want john on jury if we plan on voting him out later anyway
Will Smith 1:13 pm
Agreed.
So let's vote John, cozy up with Adam and Jeff, and continue being a group of three to Lohan
Mary Louise Parker 1:13 pm
that sounds good to me
Will Smith 1:13 pm
ok
I'll respond to John and say that sounds good about voting Jeff
and I'll then PM Jeff and let him know that I'm voting John.
Mary Louise Parker 1:14 pm
ok
Will Smith 1:14 pm
Another reason I don't trust Lohan:
Will Smith 1:14 pm
whenever I talk to her about strategy and plans, it's a hassle.
Like I have to give a little and take a little. She doesn't listen very well.
Whereas me and you can sit down and talk and figure out what will work best.
Mary Louise Parker 1:15 pm
for the record
i hate PSH
Will Smith 1:15 pm
PSH?
Mary Louise Parker 1:16 pm
whenever i talk to her
Will Smith 1:16 pm
Who is PSH?
Mary Louise Parker 1:16 pm
she'll say psh occassionally
Will Smith 1:16 pm
oh
Mary Louise Parker 1:16 pm
usually when she feels like she needs to one up me
Will Smith 1:16 pm
Pssh, you're weird.
lol
Mary Louise Parker 1:16 pm
psh, thats nothing
Will Smith 1:16 pm
yeah that does sound a little condescending.
Will Smith 1:17 pm
Like what I just said doesn't matter at all.
Mary Louise Parker 1:17 pm
thats the feeling i get
Will Smith 1:17 pm
She likes to be in control.
Mary Louise Parker 1:17 pm
definitely
Will Smith 1:17 pm
This John vote makes me nervous.
I hope we can trust Adam and Jeff.
but in the end, I think it's by far our best move.
Mary Louise Parker 1:17 pm
we'll have at least 3
i'm not entirely sure we'll get 4
but i'm willing to risk it
Will Smith 1:18 pm
Yeah. This is one of those moves that need to be made if you want to make the finals.
You gotta take risks and see where loyalties lie.
Mary Louise Parker 1:19 pm
if something changes let me know
i believe the deadline is at 7est
Will Smith 1:19 pm
ok
Mary Louise Parker 1:19 pm
i start work right at that time
but i'll leave and head into work a little early
i can be on like 20 minutes before the deadline
or should i just cast my vote now?
i don't think that you can't change your vote up until the deadline
Will Smith 1:20 pm
I'm voting John right now.
You can't.
If you know you'll be online before, you can wait
Mary Louise Parker 1:20 pm
i mean to say that i don't like that you can't change your vote
i'm gonna cast just in case
i don't know about traffic etc
Will Smith 1:20 pm
ok
Mary Louise Parker 1:21 pm
i have to answer tc stuff quick
Will Smith 1:21 pm
ok
Mary Louise Parker 1:24 pm
ok my vote is in and tc is done
Will Smith 1:25 pm
alrite
sorry im on the phone
Mary Louise Parker 1:25 pm
i need to nap before work
Will Smith 1:25 pm
ok
Mary Louise Parker 1:26 pm
there's gonna be a challenge tonight?
Will Smith 1:26 pm
I think so.
Mary Louise Parker 1:26 pm
ok
see you tonight
Will Smith 1:27 pm
Yeah something like voting your favorites or somrthing
Mary Louise Parker 1:27 pm
hmmmmmmm ok