Post by Damien McBride on Oct 18, 2010 19:50:44 GMT -5
Final Words of Justin McCarthy
“As I lay here pondering my thoughts, I assume that the world is against me. Everyone wants to hurt me in some way, shape, or form. I have no friends, no family, no money, no job, no life. I am simply just another human being who will come into this world and pass on leaving no footprints on society. I will be forgotten. Who am I you may ask…I am Justin McCarthy from Los Angeles, California. I came out to this big town searching for what everyone yearns for…fame! Unfortunately, now I have nothing to my name except this piece of paper, pen, and the cardboard box I am sitting in. Nothing is important. I have not eaten in days and my ribs are beginning to show more and more as the days pass. I feel bad for the people who walk by me with glittering eyes and high hopes. For they will soon be sitting in a box just like mine with nothing, nothing, nothing! I don’t love.. How can I love when all I do to get food is steal from people and shops. If I loved, I wouldn’t be a criminal, a thief, a crook. I loved once a long time ago, but when I moved out to follow my hopes and dreams, she left me for a rich entrepreneur. I am looking forward to the day when my last breathe will come to me. I envy the people who follow that path everyday and fly up to the big light in the sky. I hope for nothing more than to fly and be where I am loved once again. Maybe someday soon that day will come and I will be gone forever to the city of angels.” Deep sobs come from the audience of mourning family members and friends as they stare up at the best friend of Justin McCarthy. “A few days ago, our dearest friend, brother, son, and husband took his own life. That letter was found in his pants pocket after he was brought to the hospital and pronounced dead. This is a very sad day in the McCarthy family and I want to send out my deepest condolences to all of you. Justin was my best friend. He was by my side every time I needed him and he really helped me make it through the toughest point in my life. You will be missed friend…you will be missed!”