Episode 12

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So If I win this challenge I think I’m pretty much decided that I’m going to take Wayne with me. Betty told me not to do that before she was voted off, but I not sure I want to follow that advice. I know I could win against Nick, he hasn’t done a thing this whole game. But in the end would I rather win easily against someone, or loss nobly against someone who deserved it. Which in the end I do think that Wayne deserved it. Though at the same time I don’t know if I can win against Wayne. So the question is do I really want to win or not? I mean it would be great to win and I do want to but at the same time winning isn’t everything…

Though I might not even win… It kind of sucks that this challenge had to be on Wednesday my busiest day. I tried my best to be on as much as I could but I’m scared that Wayne was on more than I was. (Nick doesn’t even seem to have been on at all…) I don’t know that if he wins he’ll take me… Betty says he won’t but at the same time I trust him, always have. The thing is I wouldn’t put it against him if he did take Nick, because he wanted to win and not risk going up against me. I would hate for that to happen but in the end I should be glad that I made it to the final three and gave it my all.

[Profilerreid]

So Wayne won by 25 post. Kind of close, if I had only been able to be on a couple more hours… or if I didn’t miss any posts when I was on then I could have won. It sucks to be in the position but oh well, at least I don’t have to make the decision of who I have to take. Though I’m pretty sure I would have taken Wayne. It just wouldn’t have been fair to take Nick. Which brings me to the scores of the game… Wayne got 117 I had 92 and Nick well he had 9… either he really doesn’t give a care or he’s hoping on some miracle that he gets to the final two and then wins which I can tell you isn’t going to happen. Who would vote for someone with 108 posts less than the winner? It’s just ridicules! Now all I have to do is what and see what Wayne does. I asked if he knew what he was doing and he said he had a good idea, I didn’t press any further and I don’t think he would have told me anyway. I’ll find out soon enough what he decides and I doubt anything I say to him at this point will change his mind. He knows the states and his chances of winning against each of us.