The Chenbot Confessional

[Julie Chen [streetlightrox]]

Nick is a HUGE threat right now... Socially, he's good with everyone. Challenge-wise, he's doing well. Strategically, he's in an alliance of four to the end... or so he thinks. I came up with a plan to get rid of Nick, while keeping in his and Kelli's good books. I asked Carrie to put together an anti-Tikal alliance to vote for Nick, while Kelli, Nick, and I vote AJ. I'm going to play my idol on Kelli, who will have no votes against her, and it will seem like I just played the idol on the wrong person. It makes sense that I'd use it on Kelli anyway because she saved me by giving me her second merge idol. I'm really hoping this works, because if it does, my chances of winning will increase dramatically... especially if I'm against Carrie.

[Julie Chen [streetlightrox]]

I feel really bad about voting out Nick... I knew I would have to do it eventually, but still... We've been allies since day one, and it just felt strange writing his name down. I hope he understands that it's a game and it benefits me to side with Carrie. Bye Nick, it was fun...

[Julie Chen [streetlightrox]]

I have got to say that I am really proud of myself for making it this far. If I am to go home tonight, I will leave with my head held high. Right now, it's the final push to the finish. There's only four days left, and I feel like I can make it. I don't think I'm going to win, but you can't always win, and making it to the end is a much more realistic goal. One tribal council stands between Carrie, Kesha, and myself gaining the majority, and after that I'm good. These last few days are really crucial, however. I can only hope that I can make it.

[Julie Chen [streetlightrox]]

It's already Day 37. I have got to say that I am pleasantly suprised to still be here. On day one, my goal was to make the merge. Now, I'm in the final five. It's really hard to belive that there's only two days left until the end... now I need to put all my focus on getting to the final three with Kesha and Carrie. Hopefully, Chris won't win immunity this round and we can boot him, then AJ at the final four. That's if all goes to plan, according to plan... Hopefully it will .